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im in love [14 May 2007|08:35pm]
with a boy
who will never know.
i love the filthy scene

it looks as though, you're letting go. [27 Sep 2006|05:47pm]
[ mood | bored ]

Last night was fun. it was unexpected. i was sure i was gonna have a drag of a tues. but i liked it more or less.

i worked untill six. Justin Reed picked me up and we went to bueno. We had our typical chat we seem to repeat every time we hang out now, he's gotten alot cuter now that his hairs growing out. He took me to Starbucks after but was being ridiculously nervous about something and wouldnt go inside with me. Clinton was there, he made me a wonder iced chi and i was on my way.

Erik picked me up next went to the hardware store. I got to play the part of a cute brainless girl who needed a copper something or other. Mikey works there now so i got to see him for about a minute.

Went home changed, Erik picked me back up, we drove to the colony and picked up Aliti. Took her to our hood picked up Cole.

We all went to el comal which i adored. Ihop after. I sat down ordered a coffee then realized i didnt want to be there so left without even touching the cup.

Rolled over to Chicos got a joint
smoked with aliti while erik drove us around.

we ended up dropping cole off and going to see Jason.
He really is cute but he makes me so mad sometimes.

last night i got pretty mad at him so he kissed me i guess thinking
i would be done being mad.

yea it made me smile but im still annoyed.
im gonna beat him up one day.

i figured out why i had a brief fondness for jerry, he reminded me
of andy warhol.

oh and also, all really really fat people look exactly alike to me. its a terrible thing to say but im trying this new thing where im just gonna be completly honest.

thats all.

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Sex and the City [10 Aug 2006|12:56am]

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[06 Aug 2006|04:35am]
i dont like this.

fuck this.


i hate you all.


but what if>

i love the filthy scene

you make it to haaarrrd. [15 Jul 2006|07:52pm]
[ mood | indifferent ]

last night was all sorts of crazy.

i found something out that im happy i did but then i unno if knowing is the best thing.
this world is such a weird place.

bottom line i love my best friend and nothing is ever going to change that, ever.

on a different note, ive eaten sonic like 3 days in a row and feel like a complete junk food fiend.

gross, i know.

[theres a boy who makes me smile and say lolz]

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um hello. [02 Jul 2006|04:07pm]
my names erica

and im not over you.


fuck this, your dead mmk.

i love you.
only you.
i love the filthy scene

puff puff....give. [04 Jun 2006|02:25pm]
on saturday,

i graduated high school
got asked out by shawn franklin
got drunk
realized that life is good

and had a GREEEAAATTT niight.

i love my life.

i love having the beginning stages of have a new boyfriend all the shyness and holding hands and all that bullshit, i love it.

i love my best friend too.
ryan shetler is the greatest, ever.
i love the filthy scene

d00000d3 [30 May 2006|07:38am]
i went to the allen skate park and met the most gorgeous boy i've seen in a while.

turns out he's super rad.

turns out john tried to tell him i was crazy.

turns out, he dosnt believe him.

his names shawn franklin.

yea. i like him.

we're hangin out today, again.

i love the filthy scene

wtf [25 May 2006|10:22am]
okay so im graduating in less than a week.

i ws completly excited about it and ready for it to be over.

then today at school they played this video of all the senoirs and shit.

yea, i dont wanna leave now.

imma miss everyone to much.

i hope this is thelongest week of my life.
i love the filthy scene

[24 May 2006|03:40pm]
oooh yeeaaa

i got asked to be ahair model for rusk and did a show on monday.

2 of em, it was amazing.

(i have a faux hawk mullet lolz) i love it.
i love the filthy scene

[24 May 2006|03:34pm]
i need a libra

or else.

i refuse ro date anyone who isnt a libra.

unless its adam lazarra.



TAKING BACK SUNDAY IS SOLD OUT FOR HUSTON wtf am going to do with my horrid life?

i wanna fall in love again. ugh.

i already have though, but seriously, adam lazarra is gorgeous.

why cant i be mrs.lead singer of taking back sunday?

its gonna happen assholes.
i love the filthy scene

amazing. [19 May 2006|11:05am]
i read this on someones profile.

i thinks its absolutly right.

"a relationship will work out on not how well you get along, but on how well you don't get along. A couple is only as strong as their weakest moments together"

i miss cofer like crazy so crazy in love with him.
i cant do it anymore though, im moving on and if he comes back i won't be able to do it again. I wish i could, i wish we would have never broken up but i cant change what happened and i cant change the fact that he's attatched to his moms fucking hip.

even if john fixed everything, i would never have respect for his mother and i don't want to be with anyone who has a family like his. Their fucking tards.

and if people think i feel bad about already liking someone and trying to move on, their wrong.

john did me horribly, what goes around comes around.

and its always a bitch.
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holla at me baby. [17 May 2006|11:46am]

johnn (cofer) and i got into a fight, his mom made him break up with me b/c she thinks im "violent". He hasnt spoken to me in almost 2 weeks. I call everyday, leave him messages, text him everyday, beg himto talkto me. blah blah. I HAVE GOTTEN NOTHING.

everyday i sit around crying locked in my room hating the world.


i met this other guy named john (riely) who's going through the same thing. We figure it will be fun to hang out @ starbucks and trade stories and laugh @ ourselves.

this boy is amazing.
Hes cute, funny, very sweet, and he's been the first person to not make me think about johnn (cofer.

last night he kissed me, and i didnt feel bad about it.

i cant sit around and punish myself forever, i gave cofer all the chances in the world and those who know me well know that i dont get that way about boys.

hes lost his chance, im done.

i got a new job, hanging out withe friends again, smiling again...i'm gonna keep this and take it as a blessing.

i love the filthy scene

[14 May 2006|11:42am]
prom sucked.

project prom sucked.

the only thing that saved my night was kareoke.

go dj w/ julius.
i love the filthy scene

[10 May 2006|12:31pm]
john will not speak to me he hasnt since saturday night.


his mom wont let him .


im depressed, angry, confused. i unno what the fuck is going on in life.

sometimes iwish it would hurry up and be over.
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sometimes, [08 May 2006|10:37am]
does anyone ever feel like their dying, literally from inside.

we're all dieing yes, but sometimes, i can actually feel it.
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ugh. [27 Apr 2006|11:10am]
i was doing a power point for a class about my friends

and all of sudden i started to miss david alot.

i talk to him every day and i saw him almost every day last week before he left but im still kinda sad.

im so proud of him.
i love the filthy scene

[13 Apr 2006|10:30am]
earthbound is closing down, our last day was hell...packing the store is hell.

i dont know what im going to do with life now.

i'm trying to get my old job back at hot topic but the manager thinks im good for nothing when it comes to work, so it seems.

if the world only understood earthbound and understood that my manager is fuck, i cant even explain him...a creep i guess.

im not the slacker and the procrastanator, joseph is.

if the world only knew the shit i dealt with at that place, they would crown me queen of the universe.

im going away for the weekend to johnns lake house for easter. maybe this will make life better, but i keep having really scary dreams about lakes and bodys of water...for like the past 2 months and then again last night.

im convinced its going to be the death of me. so incase i dont make it through the weekend

good bye.

burn all my shit and burry me naked.

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my teachers making us watch weird Al videos and hes singing along like a tough guy. [07 Apr 2006|11:02am]
yesterday i got out of a moving car and ran in a muddy field.

it was refreshing.

im not going to get to see madball and remember never tonight because i love johnn cofer so im going to babysit his niece so he can go with his nephew.



johnn ryan shetler and i in about 3 months are getting an apartment for cheap, ryans mom is a manager of some apartments in vally ranch.

im excited about life. in a way.
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fukkk [28 Mar 2006|02:02pm]



so shut the fuck up already.


please choke.
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